I am trying to get everything poured packed and out the door but it seems like every other week I am in pain from my demonic period or from mystery abdominal cramping/burning pain or lower back issues. Doctor says everything is fine, tests are perfect, no IBS or Crohn's. Gastro issues seem to be hard to pin down overall... not enough fiber? Too much fiber? Gut bacteria civil wars? Perimenopause, hormones? I have one ovarian cyst but it's tiny so it's not endo. Sneezed wrong? I'm trying to exercise regularly....is it an injury? Did i look at a witch wrong and got cursed with eternal stress poops?
Who fuckin knows.
What i do know is that I'm often in enough pain where moving my back to pack larger items into boxes makes things worse. Being in pain makes me feel sleepy and makes it harder to focus on what needs to be done. I try to limit myself to work i can do while sitting but half my work requires more than that. It is extremely frustrating for me, I get anxious that I'm taking too long and losing customer trust which probably makes it all worse. So i write these oversharing blogs in the hopes if i explain myself enough, nobody will "get mad"...which is something that almost never happens because i never really take much longer than stated in product listings anyway.
SO! I'm really trying my best and everyone has been super chill. But my shit hurts!
